You make my day! =)

Thank you Hwangbo and Hyun Joong... you guys really give me laughter... Now I can get started with the undone assignments... love both of you two... ^^

The final goodbye towards the Moon that embraces the Sun

I just done watching the last episode of The Moon That Embraces The Sun. Really sad when most of them died at the end, tragically or innocently. Dowager Empress who was poisoned, the Queen who killed herself due to unbearable pain and loneliness, Prince Yang Myeong Gun who was killed by a tyrant in the process of saving the king, the Head Shaman, Nok Jang who let her life to be offering to the Heavens, taking away all the resentments from the restless souls, and Seol, Heo Yeon Woo's slave that was innocently killed by killers while she was trying to save Heo Yeom, Yeon Woo's brother from being killed... Another sad story of Princess Min Hwa where she was deposed from the title of royal princess, have to severe the tie with the royal family as she was once participated in the spell casted to kill Heo Yeon Woo 8 years ago. Her status was lowered down to a slave. Heo Yeom was sentenced to divorce Min Hwa, give up the title of Uibin and was put to be officers in the Palace. Anyway, the drama ended with happy ending. Min Hwa, once a princess was released from her punishment and became a commoner. Heo Yeom forgave her and they live happily ever after with their child. For Yeon Woo, she become the Queen, the mother nation of Joseon, lives happily with the King and they are blessed with a Crown Prince. THE END~ =')

A memory of The Moon That Embraces The Sun

PBS/ SBE experience in SK Pangkalan Abai, Kota Belud Sabah

1ST DAY SBE Monday 19/3

My teaching materials

Ready to enter the class

Year 2

Exhausting, frustrating and challenging... these are what I can say... anyway it's my first time handling these kind of pupils... I gained a lot of experience and now I understand, it's NOT EASY to be a TEACHER. Phew... I only can say that in my heart after the class ended. I taught Year 2 for English subject and I'm quite overestimate their ability in reading.. Most of them can't read and don't understand English at all... It feels like I'm not teaching English but more to translating what I read to Bahasa Melayu. Anyway, now I know to teach English to pupils especially in rural areas is not easy and always require patience and compassion in handling the pupils and the subject itself. Although I can't fulfill the expectation based on my lesson plan, at least they learn new vocabularies today and hope they will remember. Thanks to my observer, Intan for helping me to manage the class. Without her, I might drown... =)

Chicken pattaya fried rice

 p/s: To relieve hunger I ate my lunch at Kent cafeteria with Thecla... Both of us are really hungry during that time but I still manage to write down my name using chilli sauce on the top of my pattaya fried rice... hehe

Deep breath

A reality that I need to accept. There is always a truth that lies within a lie. No more deception please! Breath coming through the nose seems to stuck somewhere. Deep inside, at the end of this piece of heart I accept it. I'm trying not to deceive myself and I'm still trying... I'm on my way to recover..it may be slow... it may take a lifetime... but at least I'm not losing hope. Brain and heart, no war please... let's be friend. Eyes, please look into the truth that lays in front, and ears, listen and learn.. Soul, strengthen up...I believe I'm not reaching the dusk of my journey yet...

Flowers.. =D

Searching for the right flower....

Tulips

Lilies

Roses

Carnations

Hehe... so many choices but those are the flowers chosen for the time being... Still searching though....

Decision

There are a few things had been discussed. My vote is no as one of them. It's not that we don't want to help, but you are the one who should know how to deal with your life. It's time to be independent. It's time to use your wisdom. I can only guide you with one proverb... "Do you want me to give you a fish or you want me to teach you how to fish?" Please answer wisely.

Again...that question...

Sy malas nak layan soalan ini... cukuplah kiranya dengan jawapan hati ini belum terbuka untuk sesiapa. Disuruh pergi blind date pun rasanya sy malas.. Silap2 haribulan sy lari owh kalau kena paksa pergi... kalau tak pun buat muka bodoh dan menyampah, tunggu dia buat muka terpaksa dan cepat2 pergi. ..haha..jahat kan sy? lol.. sorila... sy tau sy agresif..bertindak pun mengikut hati..jarang2 yg ikut pemikiran. x suka kena paksa. Ditanya soalan ni, mmg jwpn sy melalut...dlm hati, kacau-haru biru! Setakat ni belum ada yg dpt lenturkan sikap degil ni.  Sy tunggu je la dia yg mampu mematangkan diri ini..walaupun sy x pasti bila. belum puas nak enjoy segala muvi dan drama2 terbaru, mendownload.. kalau dah berpunya, ada tanggungjawab yg kena jaga..sy malas....haha... sori ya.. cari la org lain, mcm yg sy kata, sy belum sedia dan malas. jangan memanas... =)

Settled!

I've just done buying my flight tickets for the holidays throughout the year..so, no need to worry about this anymore. I need to check my email to print out itineraries though... aigoo..malas mo print..haha.. but I just have a thought in mind... will we start the lecture on 2nd of January 2013? It's on Wednesday, I know but will we have any holiday on that day as what had happen this year? nevermind la...at least i have more time to unpack my things.... =)

Snap it and shake it all about~~ [Hokey Pokey style]

Wow, my anger arise for 2 times today.. I can get high blood pressure at the very early age owh if everyday like this. even this week so many issues arise. About class, about school, about creature of what so called 'friend'. hmm..... i better go and shut ears, eyes and mouth. Don't bother.. don't care... so don't blame me if make you as invincible creature... i don't want to put more force to this heart of mine... i need it to live for the coming years you know..lol

while im trying to let the pain goes from my legs, i've downloaded a few songs by sara evans..

My heart can't tell you no

A little Bit Stronger

Born to Fly

Those songs are country songs. Nice and give calmness into my heart... 

p/s: I'm not sleepy yet... I wonder how I'm going to use my jeans tomorrow to go back to my hometown.... Those are still aching  and I have some thoughts in my mind about the accidents that occurred to me.. A few years ago, I almost being bumped by a notice board but surprisingly I'm not scared or panic at all... and a few years back before that accident I stepped on a thumbtack and it is fully in my right foot sole... I still remember how emotionless my face while I remove the thumb tack...a year before that, my right back foot skin  almost fully teared while accidentally gliding my foot with the motorcycle middle part of the back tyre... hmm... what are those pains compared to the pain in the heart rite? Only I and God knows... =)

It's winter!!!

Im in KKIA T1 and it's winter.. lol... had my brunch if i still can call it that... waiting for my flight that is scheduled to depart at 7.30pm. I hope I'm not frozen today, as what I almost get the previous times I'm here... Bye bye KK. Welcome back Sibu... =)

p/s: I heard what you said. I keep silent so that no argument will spark. Those people who know only to talk and rebel, but not looking at their own weaknesses. Those people who think they are right in any way, but the way they behave is not what a person who knows and worship their religion should do... Is it? haha..ya, I'm weak person... I do wrong, Im not perfect..but are you?? =)

Accident with puzzle

Haha..I don't know how to describe my feelings. I only thought of laughing even though I am in pain.. Yes, my legs bleeds... 5 scars with a few are the long ones. I broke one of my toe nail too. This happened while Im packing my things into the cupboard. I felt funny.. Weird but exciting [i bet you will not believe me, but this is what i felt..lol] Thank God I'm still in one piece... =)

p/s: oh ya, for the puzzle, we tried to solve it. Can't match it correctly after the accident... haha

Flying free

I'm not perfect. I do wrong. I know...but don't make yourself the only one who knows better in every aspect. Asking me what I should do.. Ordering me to do anything that you ask. I know what I should do..I aware of my responsibilities, I know proper manner too..not only you... Sigh... I know la u r perfect... 'BIG SMILE' =) Maybe only me that felt this way. Maybe I'm too sensitive. but i'm tired lowering myself especially with a person like you..i'm not a small child and not a dumb one...Sigh again...

Im not in the mood of packing....

Yes, Im going back on Friday.. goodbye grass, goodbye class, welcome back home.... Looking at those things near my bed, on my table, under my table, near my table and etc., hmm... nehmind la...i wait till tomorrow... i let future regina deals with it... XD... I havent get the feeling to sleep, further the feel of lullabies. Blame on me.Who ask to watch those spooky videos? Ouch! Off for now, will come back later... annyeongkyeseyo! =)

My nap is ruined... grrr~~~

People said teachers are patient creatures. Know how to manage feelings and do things wisely.. Nah... today I blacklist a person and a place in my heart! Thank you for your nice words ya... =) I'll remember this for eternity.

The stream flows through the hills are clear
But see the stream flows from river
Have you found peace?
Sticks and leaves starts to fall down and flow with the stream
It's forgiven but look
See those wastes from men
The river turns black.
No more beautiful stream, a clear water.

p/s: Sigh... nature of human.. we blame faults on other people. See, trust leaves you.

Enchanted with Bruno Mars? Today My Life Begins =)

I’ve been working hard so long
Seems like pain has been my only friend
My fragile heart’s been done so wrong
I wondered if I’d ever heal again

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will
find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it’s mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins

Yesterday has come and gone
And I’ve learnt how to leave it where it is
And I see that I was wrong
For ever doubting I could win
Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will
find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it’s mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins

Life’s to short to have regrets
So I’m learning now to leave it in the past and try to
forget
Only have one life to live
So you better make the best of it
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will
find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it’s mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will
find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it’s mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins
Today my life begins

p/s: gives me inspiration to change..forget the past, live the present.... i'm still waiting for that day to come...

A brief comeback... ^^

Ok..it's quite a long time I havent update my blog and now Im going to do it. Contrary with the title, I'm going to talk about Jade Palace Lock Heart or known as Gong, a mainland drama. I've just done downloading all episodes of this drama. It took me 2 months though... >.<" At last, I managed to get it done. Phew~ but I'm still on my way to download a few more dramas.So, for that one, left it aside first. 

   

  Talking about Gong, I can assured those who love romantic comedy and historical dramas, this drama should be in your list. Some said the storyline is quite similar to Hana Yori Dango, emm...well, it might be yes for me as there are four guys who fall in love with the lead actress. Qing Chuan came from 21st century. She time travelled to the reign of Qing Dynasty on her engagement day. She won a beauty contest and she was brought to the Crown Prince, the 2nd Prince of China. Qing Chuan was supposed to sleep with the Crown Prince but she was able to escape from that disaster by using her great thinking skills. Qing Chuan, a clever woman, but later trapped in dimensional love triangle between the 4th Prince who will later become the Emperor Yong Zheng and the 8th Prince, Yin Si, the greatest competitor of the 4th Prince. The rest of the story, you can unveil by yourself.

     

8th Prince,
handsome rite? XD

Gong 2

I just find out about the second season of Gong 2. No more time travelling but it is more about the love triangle between the Emperor Yong Zheng and 2 women, if i'm not mistaken. Anyway, it's just released in January and ended in the end of February. So, the eng sub might be released quite late..Still, it's in my list. =D