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one problem and then another one is coming..and so on and so forth... just kill me then... maybe that's the only way to make you satisfied...

A word for you...

I send this prayer to where ever you are... I know you have a great courage  and you are strong enough to face this test. God will always stay with you. Don't shed anymore tears. It's time to smile and face this cruel days. I believe you can do it, and I believe you will get through it. Don't ever think the bad side. Remember we will always try to find the best we could. Till then, be patient and have faith.

I really miss the way you laugh and how you make my day...  I can't wait for you to wake up and smile again dear... :')

Poison

Honestly, this is a piece of hell... @.@ having to do work in this kind of situation. Bet me, I don't even know if I get to think wisely or not.

This is a war

When everything starts to be hanky panky, this mind seems to be tangled, haywired. After this is another camping and it's in the middle of peak tiime for assignments and all sort of activities. Gotta be prepared for this coming camping... It's gonna be another tiring week... >.<

Nonsense of trifles

The assignments are calling out my names, but I kept ignoring them... Poor them... ;D  Since last week, my new hobby is not watching Korean dramas but more to sleeping now... What the... the world is really going to turn upside down..

Another camping is going to tumble my life down next week... This time it will be BIG social camping. May God bless every step I make during that camp... I'm worrying about communication with people there... Ok, what sort of trifle I am worrying about? @.@"

p/s: I understand the future ahead is going to be far more challenging. I have to make sure I am on the safe track... >.<

Which road to take?

Camping 27-30th August 2012

I'm back... I've been busy lately with my UB camping starting from Monday to Thursday. Well, the camping is fun though it was very tiring to the center of my bone. It was a great time to get to know people better and yes, to let myself have some exercises. There are many moments that I think I will not forget to the end of my life.. And hey, now I have achieved something valuable from the camp.. Never lose hope. I really in the merge of losing hope while Kembara activity. Just imagine to walk for more than 12 km and without enough water in a very hot weather... @.@ Not only that, there are blisters on both of my feet and its painful every time I step on the road. Anyway, I'm glad I was able to get through this moments.
  Tired? Yes, extremely. I was too tired to the extend of no appetite to eat. Feel sad everytime I have to throw unfinished food, but what to do as if I force myself to eat more, I might end up vomiting. The third and the fourth day of the camping, I can feel the urge to get rest. I started to lose my focus and I still remember how bad my focus was during the marching practise. Everything seems out of order and my mood unstable. However, the most important thing is I survived this camping. After the camp, I really spend most of my time to sleep. But now, I have another problem. I havent started my coursework... Oh damn! >.<"