mengarut time pagi buta...

mcm exam kali ni la yg paling aku malas... -,-"

dengan selesema dan sakit kerongkong yg tiba2 menyerang

cermin mata yang patah...

ah ngam la tu....

cukup buat mood belajar pudar

harap2 baik2 sahaja la pointer kelak... aish~

mcm semua dibuat endah tak endah...

pa pe pun, aku tak sabar nak balik.. sekian.

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You said I'm the strongest among all of them.
but I'm not.
I cried alone when people are not looking
and I always hide that sadness between the smiles

Sorry to disappoint you.

from afar...

it seems like i don't care, but i do care.
it seems like i don't feel anything, but i do feel.
and I thought I'm strong enough to face this
but I realized now that I'm not.

p/s: please get well soon.

Summary of the week

Jubli Intan has ended successfully on Thursday. We had lot of fun and I'm glad we got persembahan terbaik for malam muzikal Kent. Dikir Barat has won. All hard works were paid... :) Guru terbaik, hey! guru terbaik~ Now, the focus is more to the preparation for exam. Empty files are going to be filled. Empty brain is going to be stuffed with information and knowledge...

p/s: anyway, it feels weird not to have pack schedules...feels like something is missing... maybe i'm used to hectic lifestyles that started since a few months ago... :)

bila lidah tiada bait kata, hati bermadah di tinta

andai takut dilambung ombak
jangan bermain air laut

andai dunia umpama berkata
telah  digapai segala cita

tatkala satria pohon pujangga
maafkan adinda beredar darinya
 
kelat dirasa, biarlah menggunung
janji terpatri, disemai di hati

andai di jiwa teguh baktinya
nescaya pelangi terbit di suatu ketika

that feeling

That feeling when your ex asking what is the importance of having couple.... =.=
that is a weird question to be asked to your own ex though we are good friends now.
I might know what is the reason and this brings a weird feeling within but I think I should ignore it.

Thoughts on Saturday

Hye-o! Spend my Saturday with plentiful rest. Sleep for the whole day and wake up at almost night.... >.< this is what i call taking revenge towards the CRAZY weeks before. Hmmm..family day was cancelled. Suddenly they realized it is TYT's birthday... but it doesn't affect me much though... there was no current during the afternoon while i'm in my hibernation, but who cares... the sleepiness is too much overwhelming. Only left 2 more kkp and after that let's call it semi-freedom. Ugh, can't wait for holiday... missing them so much that I think it was almost unbearable. Worried for some extend, when our dear ones might not be able to stay longer. But for now, I'm starting to accept that fact and move on. How many more should I endure, I don't know. I hope I am strong enough to face any consequences later. For the time being, I don't want to think much...

Hellish week

Sigh... week of problems passed... family matters, study matters, personal matters.... everything hit right on the deck and yes, I almost break down... Almost going crazy in that week. Now, left with a few more works, and then the preparation for exam will begin. Gonna get through these before going back home. >.<

p/s: not saying anything, doesn't mean there is nothing...