Membatasi hemisfera pemikiran..

Kelemahan manusia
Azali ia tercipta
Ungkaplah beribu kemegahan
Kau tetap jahil di mata-Nya

Diperlekehkan?
Biarlah kau menangis tatkala mereka ketawa
Siapa mereka bermegah di bawah sinaran kalimantang
Cahaya itu pasti malap akhirnya..

Siapalah saya... =)

Kata-kata sebait cuma
tapi bisa menular binasa
Laungan malam kelam dunia
Mengganti siang mengundur diri
Dunia, antara putaran roda, langit dan bumi....

=)

Into the world of ancient Korea...

I've been doing research lately and I managed to find out about some words that has been used during Joseon dynasty.

jeonha- used for King's subjects except the Queen Dowager

jusang- used by Queen Dowager to address the King

daebimama- used to address Queen Dowager by the subjects

jungjeonmama- used by the subjects to address the Queen. (King and Queen Dowager call her jung-jon)

For the titles above, all refers to Your Majesty.

mama-nim - used to address ladies in high positions (Your Highness)

daegam- used to address very high level yangban official. (My Lord)

yeong-gam - used to address yangban. (Sir)

nari- used to address men in higher rank than the speaker. (Sir)

ma-nim - used to address ladies in higher rank than the speaker. The rank is equivalent to nari.

oereushin- used to address old men. (based on age, not rank) [sir]

i-nom - used to address low class people as in "hey, you!" = "i-nom!"

maybe you wonder what is yangban as stated above. Yangban is actually refers to noblemen or high ranking status among the people. In Joseon era, the people were divided into three categories. The highest rank is yangban (noble), followed by yang-in, the commoners[usually they work as farmers, businessmen and artists], and the lowest ranking is chon-in, the slaves.

New interesting facts are going to come soon... For now, annyeong! ^.~

Treasure that lost...

How to love when there is no heart
How to live when there is no soul
How to cry when there is no feeling
How to talk when there is no thought

     I stop writing on the piece of paper and rolled it before putting it into the fire. June is approaching and I'm going to face new life. How sad that I am going to leave the place..There are too much souls I keep in my heart. I could not bear to be hurt and hurting them, leaving them far away....

***

     I spent a week of holiday with my family. Not much to be said.. A small celebration, a big preparations. The day finally come. I am going off to the outside world. June had been in my mind. June of 26th.

***

     I heard him coughing. It has been 3 months. But today, he seems weak. Midnight, I heard someone rushing into the toilet. I went out from my room and saw him coughing terribly, blood rushing through from his nose and mouth. The toilet was full of blood. He was immediately sent to the hospital. The doctor said there is not much time left. But still, I saw how happy he was. 

***

    I received a call from my sister. "Hey, he's asking for the keropok that you always eat. Can you tell me dear?" Suddenly, my heart sank. The request touch deep into the innermost of my heart. He remembers me in those most critical moments. Opposite, I said "Hey, ask him to concentrate with the medication given... Junk food is not good." Once the phone call ended I sent an SMS telling the keropok brands. Later, my sister call again she bought some keropok but there is none of the keropok brands that I mentioned. My sister lied a little bit telling that those keropok are the ones I always eat and...and... and he smiled brightly. How happy he was on that time.

***

     It was a beautiful day. He looks happy when I left him for school. Suddenly, I received a call asking me to go back. I rushed and I managed to see him. Tears are falling from his eyes while he's struggling to breathe.  He managed to smile to us to the final moments. The moment he leaves, my heart stopped for a moment but tears are not there to come. I walked slowly to downstairs and went to the back of the house. There, I cried in silence. I lost someone I love.

***

    I closed the diary. It is time to go. Thinking, so many years passed, but you never leave my heart. You are living and you are never forgotten. May your soul rest in peace. Amen.

Dah siap ke?? Belum~~

Ada 7 contoh lagi nak kena siapkan... otak dah cramp... niat hati masih nak buat.. tapi otak dengan mata cakap dah terlampau penat... kena sambung esok la ni... Apa apapun, selamat malam walaupun hari dah menginjak subuh.... Sedih betul hidup sebagai pelajar ni...

Volcano in my mind...

Honestly, I almost give up. The main reason why I don't have any interest with whatever that appears here. I almost drained up... The tension is almost reaching the most dangerous point. If  I continue to be in this kind of situation, I'm sure I'm really becoming crazy. Conclusion: I can't deny anymore the word of REGRET. I dun care anymore what the hell all this thing about..I just wish that I can run from all this stuff and people... nonsense stuff and nonsense people...

Regards,
A person on the peak of volcano.

Sad =(

I lost one of my earring. It's not so expensive but it is one of the things that I cherish.... My father bought it for me as a present not long ago but now it is nowhere to be found... I really love that earring.. Dear earring, please show yourself to me...I really hope you are somewhere here, near me... ='(