You make my day! =)

Thank you Hwangbo and Hyun Joong... you guys really give me laughter... Now I can get started with the undone assignments... love both of you two... ^^

The final goodbye towards the Moon that embraces the Sun

I just done watching the last episode of The Moon That Embraces The Sun. Really sad when most of them died at the end, tragically or innocently. Dowager Empress who was poisoned, the Queen who killed herself due to unbearable pain and loneliness, Prince Yang Myeong Gun who was killed by a tyrant in the process of saving the king, the Head Shaman, Nok Jang who let her life to be offering to the Heavens, taking away all the resentments from the restless souls, and Seol, Heo Yeon Woo's slave that was innocently killed by killers while she was trying to save Heo Yeom, Yeon Woo's brother from being killed... Another sad story of Princess Min Hwa where she was deposed from the title of royal princess, have to severe the tie with the royal family as she was once participated in the spell casted to kill Heo Yeon Woo 8 years ago. Her status was lowered down to a slave. Heo Yeom was sentenced to divorce Min Hwa, give up the title of Uibin and was put to be officers in the Palace. Anyway, the drama ended with happy ending. Min Hwa, once a princess was released from her punishment and became a commoner. Heo Yeom forgave her and they live happily ever after with their child. For Yeon Woo, she become the Queen, the mother nation of Joseon, lives happily with the King and they are blessed with a Crown Prince. THE END~ =')

A memory of The Moon That Embraces The Sun

PBS/ SBE experience in SK Pangkalan Abai, Kota Belud Sabah

1ST DAY SBE Monday 19/3

My teaching materials

Ready to enter the class

Year 2

Exhausting, frustrating and challenging... these are what I can say... anyway it's my first time handling these kind of pupils... I gained a lot of experience and now I understand, it's NOT EASY to be a TEACHER. Phew... I only can say that in my heart after the class ended. I taught Year 2 for English subject and I'm quite overestimate their ability in reading.. Most of them can't read and don't understand English at all... It feels like I'm not teaching English but more to translating what I read to Bahasa Melayu. Anyway, now I know to teach English to pupils especially in rural areas is not easy and always require patience and compassion in handling the pupils and the subject itself. Although I can't fulfill the expectation based on my lesson plan, at least they learn new vocabularies today and hope they will remember. Thanks to my observer, Intan for helping me to manage the class. Without her, I might drown... =)

Chicken pattaya fried rice

 p/s: To relieve hunger I ate my lunch at Kent cafeteria with Thecla... Both of us are really hungry during that time but I still manage to write down my name using chilli sauce on the top of my pattaya fried rice... hehe

Deep breath

A reality that I need to accept. There is always a truth that lies within a lie. No more deception please! Breath coming through the nose seems to stuck somewhere. Deep inside, at the end of this piece of heart I accept it. I'm trying not to deceive myself and I'm still trying... I'm on my way to recover..it may be slow... it may take a lifetime... but at least I'm not losing hope. Brain and heart, no war please... let's be friend. Eyes, please look into the truth that lays in front, and ears, listen and learn.. Soul, strengthen up...I believe I'm not reaching the dusk of my journey yet...

Flowers.. =D

Searching for the right flower....

Tulips

Lilies

Roses

Carnations

Hehe... so many choices but those are the flowers chosen for the time being... Still searching though....

Decision

There are a few things had been discussed. My vote is no as one of them. It's not that we don't want to help, but you are the one who should know how to deal with your life. It's time to be independent. It's time to use your wisdom. I can only guide you with one proverb... "Do you want me to give you a fish or you want me to teach you how to fish?" Please answer wisely.

Again...that question...

Sy malas nak layan soalan ini... cukuplah kiranya dengan jawapan hati ini belum terbuka untuk sesiapa. Disuruh pergi blind date pun rasanya sy malas.. Silap2 haribulan sy lari owh kalau kena paksa pergi... kalau tak pun buat muka bodoh dan menyampah, tunggu dia buat muka terpaksa dan cepat2 pergi. ..haha..jahat kan sy? lol.. sorila... sy tau sy agresif..bertindak pun mengikut hati..jarang2 yg ikut pemikiran. x suka kena paksa. Ditanya soalan ni, mmg jwpn sy melalut...dlm hati, kacau-haru biru! Setakat ni belum ada yg dpt lenturkan sikap degil ni.  Sy tunggu je la dia yg mampu mematangkan diri ini..walaupun sy x pasti bila. belum puas nak enjoy segala muvi dan drama2 terbaru, mendownload.. kalau dah berpunya, ada tanggungjawab yg kena jaga..sy malas....haha... sori ya.. cari la org lain, mcm yg sy kata, sy belum sedia dan malas. jangan memanas... =)