A life to treasure

how great it will be if I can turn back the time and change my life. There are some things that I really want to change and undo in my life. The feeling of being helpless,unreadiness, scared and etc. still lingering around my soul. Until when? I have no answer for that. Even I myself still in confusion. I thought I'm scared to accept the responsibility. I'm scared of failure. I'm scared of the heart-wrenching moments. Trauma? Might be but I'm not sure either. From my perspective, no commitment means no worry. No worry means no trouble., and no trouble means no pain. Conclusion, I think I'm afraid the past will be my present and last for future.. For the question that has been asked, unreadiness is my answer...